when do u realize that who u are now is not who u were in high school? i dont think u ever do.. to me, ill always be the same person. the stuttering, quiet kid who doesn't know how to talk to anyone. someone who fumbles his words and gets clammy hands. i guess my whole life i've been trying to become someone more outgoing and personable, but its hard doing something so different from ur personality.

alcohol sure helps though doesn't it?